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In case of emergency by darth-gecko5, literature

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In case of emergency

Treading water As I fall farther Please do not resuscitate Just let me drown I feel like I've lost my light An endless plight to my mind My body ...My soul The unending gap And still this pain prevails It never fails I'm at a crossroads Attempting to hope To make the noose You need the rope Darkness is prevalent The light not extinguished Simply over powered Does this make me a coward? Questions I don't ask for much Then again, I don't deserve such I know we're supposed to be independent Guide ourselves Find our own light I've said it so many times before But what do you do when you lose yourself? When the darkness

Broken again by darth-gecko5, literature

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Broken again

I run my fingers up and down my arms, Rolling over all the old scars. Standing there, Staring into traffic Watching the cars As they fly past me And I wonder to myself "What's stopping me?" I look back on my past And hope for a better today A better tomorrow A better future For me. I take my steps forward as I start down the street, Down my wrist again. Puddles of water, Puddles of blood, They pool around me. And the rain falls from the sky Like the tears I cannot cry. It burns inside me like acid, Fueling a burning and painful hell I've come to know all too well And know it rather as me. My life. My living moments.

Head above the water by darth-gecko5, literature

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Head above the water

I've fallen apart before and i know i've lost my mind but you've seen i can make it through if only with a little help from you. i sit up all night walking like i'll never stop unable to sleep unable to feel i don't know what's happening to me on the edge almost there going going.. and i see a message from you and i see through the haze that everything will be okay if i hang on hard and don't let go at all i can slip but i won't fall because your words make me stronger than before. and now i see you falling i know you can make it please.. look me in the eyes i would never lie to you you can hold on and make it through

RE: hey.. by darth-gecko5, literature

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RE: hey..

Not sane right now Here we are again Once again, like I always did Asking “How?” There’s definitely something wrong I should sleep Should eat …Should take med’s I feel separated from everyone Like no one wants to be around me Won’t you please, Reach out and touch me? Need to feel another person Need that feeling, Need to be I feel alone I’m slowly drowning in my sorrow You broke my heart and set me free Like a little caged sparrow Everyday, I die a little more No more heart It’s just a sore Wish you could see me Wish you could be me I want you to bleed… I want you to need&#

The End by darth-gecko5, literature

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The End

‘Crying, bleeding on the floor Can’t take this bullshit anymore’ “No,” he says aloud to himself. “I’ve already used that before.” Crushed to pieces Reality starts to set in. Two very important people to him Might be, in a year, nevermore. At the end of their roads Six feet underground. He remembers the old days… When he could hear through his walls Yelling, in the background. Nothing new to him, then. Sleeplessness getting the better of him. Always restless. “No rest for the wicked” He thinks aloud to himself. “Oh, well. Karma’s a bitch.” He’s finall

See You in My Dreams by darth-gecko5, literature

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See You in My Dreams

Standing in the dark of the night, Only able to see because of the moonlight, I kiss as we say goodbye. I let out a heavy sigh. “I love you,” you say. “Don’t worry. It’s all gonna be okay.” Two simple lines, but get me through the day. It’s been a rough road. For me, and for you. Fucked up. Wasted. Crying in a ball on the floor, Screaming, “I can’t take it anymore!” Bleeding it all away, Hoping to damn the bad thoughts to be nevermore. Only to find out that they will not be cut out, But cut in. Haunting. Taunting our very soul. Feeling heartless. No more heart. Just a hol

Believe, like there ain't... by darth-gecko5, literature

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Believe, like there ain't...

Like a fucking train wreck, I’m crashing again. Not your fault, but mine. I don’t want you to worry about me. And I don’t want you to see What I can be When I’m like this. Frantic, but not yet obsessive. I’m like a manic-depressive. There are so many things I want to tell you before we say goodnight. With you, it just all feels right. But I really hate how I can get kinda depressed, And then I’m just a mess. Sometimes I wish I could fix me by myself. Sometimes I want to drive nails Through my hands, Through my heart. Just wanna rip myself apart, Straight to the core. I’m sick of this depre

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Beneath Us, Hell is Dead by darth-gecko5, literature

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Beneath Us, Hell is Dead

Staring out at the world With her dead eyes She watches as the world turns As her world burns Like an ember among eternal flames of Hell Forever engulfed in flames, Her world turns to ash Thine eyes run dry Unable to shed a single tear Thine veins turn to stone Unable to shed a single drop Of blood as the final stitch is sewn Sitting high on Her thrown She watches over the nothingness Which She calls Her own Sitting high, balancing Herself on Her nothingness Unaware of the world turning around Her Unable to care about The world that has taken the love away from Her Under the moonlight, She is released from Her spell One

Maniacally Yours by darth-gecko5, literature

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Maniacally Yours

"Maniacally yours" Broken hearted and at loss for words She knows not what to do Mistaking Herself for a fool Falling for those equal to a mule She knows the mistakes She's made The consequences on Her mind They constantly raid Memories of days past fade Fading into darkness She falls, time after time Not learning from Her mistakes In a constant state of the "heartaches" The pain overwhelming Her body and soul Her days are numbered Before She marches herself to the gallows pole Her ending awaits Where many others have met their fates Heaven nor Hell awaits for this dark princess Knowing She is not going to Heaven nor Hell

Pretty Little Freaks by darth-gecko5, literature

Hate by darth-gecko5, literature

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Hate

Don't know who to trust Don't know why I care Like my heart inside, I feel it tear Deep within my soul I feel it expand: The gaping black whole Which has engulfed me Not sure who I'm supposed to be Through all this darkness I cannot see Within myself and within my soul I search so deep Holding tightly onto these sad memories that I keep I feel my grip slipping Along this road of life, I cannot stop myself from tripping I fall to my knees, On my face. No choice but to keep up the pace My mind is raped And my soul, Like the dark magician, Is caped. Shrouded by the darkness Nothing holding me back No harness Nothing t

Black Rose that is Eternity by darth-gecko5, literature

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Black Rose that is Eternity

Shrouded in darkness and shadow, He stalks the memories of His past Of what once was; Of what did not last Forever haunted Day after day No other choice of survival other than this way: A path of suffering and evil His sanity rots as His sick mind plots "The evil hath taken over My body and soul" He writes on His chamber wall Day after day With His blood Just as His bride had written so many years before Found dead on Their day to wed She was found with a note atop Her blood-soaked bed Heart-broken and His world shattered He returned to His citadel Where He has remained In His world which no longer, to anyone else, mattere

Nowhere To Go by darth-gecko5, literature

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Nowhere To Go

I am nothing I am no one No one to love No one to please I am the shadow which passes like the breeze Beneath these scars on the surface I serve no purpose Beneath it all, my memories are hidden I've had my friends I've had my ways I've had my trends I've seen better days Deep, to my heart These scars go deep Deep inside I cannot help but weep Inside others, I see myself Like the sacrifice awaiting it's death at the altar I feel myself falter Like one about to hang looking upon the rope, I have lost all hope Like the beggar asking for alms, I can smell the dirt on my palms All of my questions waiting to be answered Alon

Have You Forgotten ::Risk:: by darth-gecko5, literature

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Have You Forgotten ::Risk::

Have you forgotten yourself have you a different state of mind? Can you even see the way you used to shine? You've become a stranger to those who used to care You've forgotten them, broke our hearts how could you dare? to risk everything to risk what you once knew we thought we knew you How could you risk hapinness? What the hell is wrong you? Where is the person I knew? just don't ask leaving here no matter what we've all got ears just please come here stick with what you knew don't play this game Have you forgotten? you've already won with those you threw away just come back to reality and stay

:none: by darth-gecko5, literature

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:none:

Eleven months it has been Since the last tear left my eye Since then, These eyes have been so dry Almost one year since you have left Missing you everyday Taking your soul with you Leaving all the rest Memories come back, Memories of that sabbath Fighting back tears, I thought I was feeling God's wrath You left us with so much... Memories, possessions, feelings I had nothing. Not even a crutch I thought I lost everything I fell into darkness I lost feeling for everything I don't want to remember what it was like to be heartless Difficult to live without you here Harder for some than others Especially for myself, Sitt

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About darth-gecko5

Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: again, like i'll tell you
Favourite genre of music: Black Metal; Melodic Death Metal
Favourite photographer: right...
Favourite style of art: no idea
Operating System: your mom
MP3 player of choice: RCA? only one i've got
Shell of choice: what the hell is it with you people and these damn questions
Wallpaper of choice: Probably something C.O.F. or Pantera
Skin of choice: human
Favourite cartoon character: Meatwad!
Personal Quote: "Fuck you!" "Make me!" "Wellll...That can be arranged"

Favourite Visual Artist

wait..what kind of art are we talking about here?

Favourite Movies

Psh...no idea.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

There's a few: Cradle of Filth, KoRn, Metallica, Pantera, Linkin Park,

Favourite Writers

Ed Allen Poe

Favourite Games

too many

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

i'll show you tools of the trade

Other Interests

Death...pain....psychology

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Sep 27, 2007

Random

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I've been tagged by ~XfeeX 1. Add up the price of the clothes you are wearing. - tripp pants $46 - Cambridgue University tshirt $20 (i think. i have no idea) - $66. wow. 2. Add up the pageviews of all the accounts you own. - 550 (i only have one account) 3. What have you eaten today? - some water for lunch..and a chicken patty. 4. Write the last thing you heard? - "Did you make sure to close all the windows?" 5. List 5 things you see next to you. - cell phone, oen, actual phone, computer mouse, another chair. 6. The first word that comes into your head? - blank. 7. One funny thing that happened to you today? - being a sarcasti

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May 2, 2007

Questions? anyone? anyone?

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Leave a comment here and... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

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Apr 7, 2007

More quotes

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Dream like you'll live forever. Live like you'll die today. -James Dean

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Dec 19, 2008

awww...thank you so much for commenting on my stuff in your self-centered way!

you really like that one? I thought it was off, actually. but if you like it then it must be at least half decent

Dec 20, 2008

it was awesome. probably my favorite out of the three

jyack ayass.

xcerasix

you should read my stuff.

i edited to be in your arms so it makes more sennnnnse.

and i added some stuff i found while cleaning my hard drive.

so read it damnit.

or ...

or.....

or.....

I eat your nose.

piercednscarred

Hey! Hey, buddy! Are ya--

(...um...maybe I shouldn't say it on a public page for all to see. Muah-ha-ha!)

I'M POOPIN!
hey buddy!

I miss ya

piercednscarred

lmao. Poooooooop! ^_^
I miss you too!!!!